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Round 2 and a scan.
August 9, 2014

Round 2:  August 5, Tuesday.
If you have to have a hobby while waiting in hospital waiting rooms, choose knitting.  It seems to be the universal thing people do in the waiting rooms and lobbies of Mayo, MD Anderson, and here at UofC.  I am not into knitting but I appreciate them, sadly there are no apps for that.

Sammy was there again greeting me in my assigned room.

“Hello.  Hello.  How do you feel?” in accented English.  I replied that I was feeling good and joke him that he should be into running because he from West Africa.  He just gave a big laugh.

We started late because the trial drug arrived late at the center.  It just means a longer day for me.  I was among the first to arrive at the center in the morning and with the delayed arrival of the meds I maybe be the last patient.  Oh, well.  This infusion center is really busy.  Patients come in, have their chemo, and go home.

While at the waiting lounge, an elderly black couple took up conversation with the people they were sitting across.

“You must be together for many years now?  We  have been been together for almost 68 years and was engaged for 4 years before that.”  Wow.  The wife was the patient while the husband dutifully attend to her slowly.  You would hate for cancer to interrupt their marriage.

Such is life or rather the fragility of it.  It can be interrupted anytime without notice.  But those things are further from everybody’s mind at the waiting room.  Cancer is just…an interruption.  This is our new normal.  The waiting room could have just been another breakfast gathering where people know each other, including the nurses and technicians.  Greetings are warm and pleasant.  Conversations here are open but tempered.  Each is curious as to what type of cancer the other one has.  Each has their own way of coping.  None of us wants to be here but we are here.  We make the most of it.

“Same protocol, Mr. Alvarez.  First the pre-meds then the chemo.” Sammy said.

As the pre-meds take effect, I sink again to la-la-land….zzzzz.  Lab rat number 5 is down again for the count.  I wake up a couple of hours later, groggy, and hungry.  Although the infusion is done, I still have to stay because of all the monitoring and blood test (many blood tests).  My wife and I move back to the waiting lounge and the crowd has thinned.  True enough, I will be among the last patient to close before everybody leaves.  Long day.

The scan: August 8, Friday.
After two rounds of chemo, it is time to see if I am responding to the treatment by doing a PET scan.  These tests are pre-scheduled so all I need to do is show up.  You really feel like an experiment when you have tests lined up for you.  You do not have any control of what happens next during the trial but I also know it is for my benefit…and others.

PET scans as are easy and I have done this many times.  They infuse you with radiated sugar and you just sit motionless or sleep (more zzzzz’s….) for an hour or so.  The idea for the cancer cells to absorb the sugar and scan them for size and activity.  CT scans has more discomfort because they make you drink this prep drink, infuse dye in your blood stream, and then scan you.

Like all tests, it is the results that always drive the anxiety.  In my case I have to wait perhaps until next week for the results.  We are looking for a response to my treatment; a reduction in the size of my lung tumors or their numbers.  Thanks for all the positive thoughts and prayers.

Cheers.

P.S. I had hiccups again after treatment.  Have been recovering good enough to maintain running.  For this weekend, will aim for at least 10 miles again.

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