Round 14 was two weeks ago Wednesday, December 10. It seems a long time had pass and I have already forgotten it. Besides going to chemo treatments is already normal for me; it is like going out to eat or going to the gym.
However, my last treatment was memorable because it is Christmas time. The infusion center was fully decorated for Christmas. It was pretty amazing. I was told that some nurses and staff came in over the weekend to decorate the waiting room, halls, and infusion rooms. It changed everything. I like it. They did it for us, cancer patients. I was told also, that a cancer patient, being treated there, would be coming the following week to sing Christmas carols at the waiting room. She sings professionally and she is bringing friends with her. I can only imagine the scene: Her voice permeating the rooms inside the infusion center while the hisses and beeps of infusion pumps try to drown the Christmas music. Bravo, fellow cancer survivor, bravo! Next time I will bring my minus one CD and sing too. Ha!
Simbang Gabi: My advent journey.
I have been on an advent journey that goes back when I was living back home. Filipinos have this Catholic tradition called “Simbang Gabi”(literally translated as Mass in the Night), wherein early morning masses are held, normally at 4:30 am, for nine consecutive days before Christmas. The tradition was started by the Spanish priests as way for the farmers to go to church to give thanks before going to work in the rice fields. Simbang Gabi started December 15.
Back home, I have vivid memories of going to the early morning Simbang Gabi with my cousins and friends. Waking up so early in morning as a teenager is not exactly easy, and you have to do it for nine consecutive days. It takes effort beyond benevolent intentions. I don’t remember ever completing it for the nine-day novena period but I do remember the early morning rise. I remember it was cold (about 40F) and I would walk the empty streets on the way to my cousins house. Each year my cousins and I would have a contest among ourselves as to who can complete the nine-day novena mass. I would go the first few nights and would lose focus, not wake up, and not complete it. Until now…
December 15 at St. Henry at 7:00 pm – Done.
December 16 at Immaculate Heart of Mary at 7:00 pm – Done.
December 17 at St. Matthias at 7:00 pm – Done.
December 18 at St Wenceslaus at 6:30 pm – Done.
December 19 at St. Ita at 7:00 pm – Done.
December 20 at St. Cornelius at 4:30 pm – Done.
We will have to wait and see. Doing this nine-day mass have given me a new perspective, aside from the spiritual renewal it gives you. I have never seen so many churches in my life and did not even know they existed here in Chicago. Each Simbang Gabi is full of Filipino worshipers and of course, where there is a Filipino gathering there is Filipino food after. I just wish they serve vegetarian dishes but that would be hard for any rice-eating Filipino. I plan to continue this tradition. Tomorrow I go to Toronto to visit my sister and guess what: They have Simbang Gabi there also….and of course food.
I am enjoying this advent journey. It has given me time to reflect where I have been and hopefully God has heard my prayer of healing. I am even going to different churches to make sure my prayers are heard, and even as far as Canada…eh?
Today is special also. It is my birthday. I celebrated it with my family and even my youngest brother arrived today from the Philippines for a visit. Life is good. Join me in my journey of renewal and thanksgiving.